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mixed feeling

things happened.
as time continue to move on.
nothing stand still.
even me.
sometimes the ambience is just too fuzzy.
makes me tipsy...

things occured.
while no one can stop them.
not you, me or anyone.

things are gone.
and there's empty space here.
what to do?
how to replace?

but memories remain.
like it or not.
no exact time when to come.
just give tipsy feeling.

fuzzy.
but not blur.
crystal clear
with a certain mixture.

what to do.
how to judge?

the ambience is just too strong.
different for each place.

but this time it is just too strong.

fuzzy.
yet clear.

complicated?
maybe.

["hoe en waarom?"onophoudelijk vragend het leven...is het verkeerd?]

Comments

sphinxku said…
hoe en waarom uw leven ingewikkeld zal maken. U moet "eenvoudig" denken. Maar dan eenvoudig is ingewikkeld. Ik veronderstel die ben enkel hoe het leven is~
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